Ikut Hati Nanti Mati

pejam celik pejam celik,
esok dah 1 Jun 2011,

tak sangke aku boleh bertahan kat 'neraka buatan sendiri' tu hampir 8bulan,
lebih kurang 4 bulan aku akan pergi,
niat nak dapat kan duit dan pengalaman sanggup aku bertahan.

ikut kan hati nak pergi, tapi ikut kan otak sanggup aku tunggu lagi,
"kalau aku boleh bertahan selama hampir 8bulan, kenapa tak habiskan lagi 4 bulan"

jadi aku amik keputusan untuk tunggu sampai 15 October 2011.

1# DIY Turband

How To Tie A Turband 3 Ways from LEAFtv on Vimeo.

Cool, I think I should try this since this hair saloon 'amoi' cut my fringe really short, as of now I use bobby pin to cover the jambul -_-'

Menangislah

Kadang-kadang menangis tu perlu,
Bukan sebab sedih, tapi tak de tempat nak lepas geram,
Nak menjerit kuat-kuat, nanti mak aku cakap aku gile,

Menangis bukan tanda kau lemah,
Menangis buan tanda kau kalah,
Menangis juga bukan tanda kau sedih

Awal bulan ni je, aku dah menangis,
Nampaknye bukan bulan yang baik, (superstitious me)

Jadi,
Menangis lah, jangan simpan, nanti sakit hati (ade rhyme kan?)

Kepuasan

"Sikit-sikit, lama-lama jadi bukit"

Aku tengah cuba nak mengumpul duit, nak buat ape?
Aku na beli sesuatu untuk diri aku,
Nak cari kepuasan, sound weird? seems like I love myself so much, heh

But pernah tak rase, kau bertungkus lumus cari duit SENDIRI, tanpa minta orang lain,
then beli something untuk diri sendiri, yes,

Jauh beza dari orang belikan untuk kita, Kepuasan berbeza, tak faham?
Cube cari duit sendiri then beli bra sendiri tak payah suruh mak beli,
masih tak faham?

Tak pe, nanti faham la tu..

Sun-Day

What do u usually do on Sunday? me? lucky this weekend I'm off unlike any other weekends. Being unproductive today, best, ala sekali- sekala kan because of the time I'm busy. It's been a while, I'm bringing back my blogging mood ;p. Here's the song that I keep on replay on youtube. (I wish youtube has 'Replay' button.

Semoga Hari Ini Berlalu Dengan Lambat, Happy Sunday.

Hell-o March

Everyone is wishing for a good start of every months right? even myself too, but pernah dengar tak, "expect the unexpected"? especially something terribly unexpected happens to your own family. It was like, few hours before that, u were talking to them & not expecting something bad will happen to them but unfortunately you were wrong, and u wished u could turned back time tak banyak pon few hours before the incident happens, just to make sure they are safe 

I can't write much about it, it's hard to explain because I am so angry, really really angry, it is just not a good start for me to go trough March.